CF THE MURDERER :'/

I'm injured during the war. NO! In fact, got killed! Killed by Corporate Finance -- the-second-highest-failure-rate-paper. I texted mummy before entering MPH, saying I was about to go into the exam hall, asking her to pray for me because I TOTALLY DID NOT HAVE THE CONFIDENT AT ALL. Opened the exam booklet, OH YES. Saw the question on Expected Net Present Value. My spotted question! But crapppp. The question was like much more ample high level than we did in tutorials! My eyes turned watery when I saw the questions and tears rolled down eventually. Well, even Wilson also just aim for a PASS only. So can you imagine that? Mummy called me just now, asking how was my exam. Told her I did the worst in my life. Instead of reprimand me she asked me to go shopping and chill tomorrow which made me even more guilty now. I was really so damn stress yesterday but I did not have the guts to call back home. I just don't want them to worry about me here. I'm not kidding! Stressed until can explode at anytime, anywhere. My bro called me and I talked like so harsh and even wanted to scream at him. Sorry :/ .Someone told me just think of the holidays, and stress will be gone. BULLSHIT. BULLSHIT!!!!!! I don't even dare to give a damn to my 3 months holidays now! My anticipation towards the vacations after exam is already gone. I DON'T FEEL LIKE GOING ANYWHERE. What to do? No point having a pair of red swollen eyes over the split milk. Just blame myself for not holding the pail of milk properly and let it split. JUST CLEAN UP YOUR ASS AND PREPARE TO SIT FOR REFERRAL PAPER IN AUGUST LAHH LIM MIN HUI! I know most of you guys will just say, aiya.. resit only ma..what a big deal. Nothing big deal for you but it's a big deal for me because if I happen to fail the referral in August, I got to retake the whole subject AGAIN! BULLSHIT! I want to fly. I don't want to stay here. Tell me what to do. I suck in managing stress. IF I REALLY SUEH SUEH GOT TO SIT FOR REFERRAL THIS AUGUST... Sorry papa. Sorry mummy.

2 more papers to go. Management Accounting on Tuesday 4pm - 7pm and Tax & Tax Planning on 2nd June at 4pm - 7pm. PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGTH AND SPIRIT, GOD. PLEASE.